Monday, October 24, 2011

baby conner


i'm sad to say that i've lost this precious baby that i've been carrying. i had an idea b/c i've been bleeding since friday morning. i did go to the dr friday & we saw a heartbeat. but i kept bleeding over the weekend & just didn't have a good feeling. it was confirmed today, 1st at the dr's office, than at the hospital where i had to get another ultrasound done, that there was no heartbeat.
i'm very sad. i'm just so tired and feel very weapy. i'm sad that there won't be a baby here next summer. this had come as a total surprise, but as a mom you become very attached very quickly. which i have done.
please pray for me. i should be able to pass the baby naturally. i'm staying home from work tomorrow but will be back on wed. just pray. thanks.

3 comments:

Tammy said...

Praying. One day, we will hold our babies in our arms. Until then, they are waiting for us. Just hold on to that. Love you.

Jon and Amanda said...

Oh Holly, I can't even imagine. I'll be praying for you for peace and comfort. I'm so, so sorry...

Anonymous said...

praying for you and dan...i know this is such a sad time for ya'll...know that you have friends that are thinking of you during this difficult time...miss you and love you, laura